xmas

for me it's really exciting not knowing who you really are, they say all the time that you aren't who you show you are, that makes things more interesting sometimes well mostly of times i feel kinda lost i don't know what to do in this situations cause it's my first time and i don't know what to do wait forget love kiss say goodbye? what should i do? now in my brain there're two people, more difficult than it used to be, it sucks.
i really don't like much xmas, but always there's a little piece of hope going around in my heart to have a good time and maybe find/forget someone for a couple of hours, but well, it sucked. well, the truth is that i would have loved to spend xmas with you ok ok, dreamer huh?
hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope , it's never going to fade away
About friendships, well its always the same ive got a little of girls around there, three the best ones, but theres always some troubles. so, 'not a fully fully friendship' my daddy words.
i wasn't born to be alone, talking about love. really.