When you most think that everything's going so perfect to be good, things aren't as good as they seem to be.
Sometimes, I mean mostly of times, life gives you a huge unexpected surprise, shocking you and taking almost (or all) your hopes away from your soul. There's a solution for everything , some people use to say. But really, for this damn thing I'm living, I can't find a solution. I really don't see it on my way. I just can't take my mind off you. I feel weak, my heart does not stop bleeding and it really scares me a lot. It kills me inside not to know if you're fine, if you miss me as much as I miss you; I cannot stand being away from you (more than we used to be), well, sincerely, I really need you to say that you still do love me. I don't know what to do, I feel so confused. I miss you. I feel like my heart's about to stop beating right now. But I swear, if it keeps beating, I'll suffer. So, I'll kill it in on my own. I'm tired of suffering. No more love in my life. NO more boys, the only love I'll acept is the one that comes from my friends and family.

I need this thing to get better, fast please. I can't forget you, either using another person. I just can't look another man that it's not you.